Thursday, January 15, 2009

being important is necessary, but being usefull is more preferable

just as the fame statement that sayz the best person is the most useful of him in the community, in the environment, yup.. in this late of night i just want to say something, with someone it should, but sadly I only can write to you, dear notes.. perhaps I should write it in more private room, but I think it's okay for me to write in here, in case I hope everybody can get a value or keep in correcting each other especially for me by this note.

quite naive for a person like me that don't have vision in life, I think everybody should have, but the fact is I don't have that kind of vision, a kind of solid, great of vision, I just following the life, not a kind of that vision person.

connecting with vision, this day I met that statement again from mailing list, that the best person is the most useful of him in his life, what a short statement that since I ever heard of it years ago, it give me strength to doing my life.

I was in bachelor joining one of the campus activity, and heard that statement from a girl that ever won the science contest, it's not about love between boy and girl, she's already boyfriend at that time anw, but she said that in that event, it's not the science contest, it's in different event, anyway.. it's give me a confidence in doing my way, I hope I still in this way, that I don't expect something in doing my activities, I encourage myself for doing everything in case for praying, I already wrote that in my profile that my working is my praying, I hope by having this paradigm I've got the best result.

Not only in the office but hope in my entire activities, I get the best result, and I believe that I already get the best from the lord, god already give the best for me, in every single part of my life, if I fail in something, I believe that fail is the best for me in that time, if I cannot get something that I dream, I believe will get the better in the future. All I need to do is trying and doing my best, how far is my best is how I get the result.

But the truth is I expect nothing from that result, Im just a simple person that no need to worry of everything as I believe that I already do my best for my environment.

Monday, January 12, 2009

somebody loves my writes

somebody loves my writes, im happy to hear that, hope this note would loveable too... but remembering the movies such as the libertine or shakespeare in love, those two movies is about a writer, those poeple is actually hard to get an idea, shakespear needs the girl to create romeo and juliet, I forget the exact name but it played by gwyneth, while the libertine is about a psycho writer that fall in love with her drama student, I think both of them is psycho, not a happy life indeed, especially johnny depp, the player in the libertine, he died in tragic way, dump in the bad place with bad sick. actually he has beautiful wife, which love him so much, she said "Im your final result" when got him dying, and kissed him for the last time. but he strongly leave her and want to attend her favourite student to play drama in london stage.

Im not too ambigious and know myself, don't want to be a writer, only tell you what I remember, please forget my first paragraph, it's too far away from reality, I mean the point is great books actually made by hardwork, by hard-thought, not by sim sala bim way.

In the first day of this year I attend the the event in TMII, Attiin mosque, great mosque, Im not too interest in politics, but in case when we enter the mosque when we put our sandals or shoes in lockers there's an autograph named H.M Soeharto, I don't know the detail of building, but it's big one, the event is attended by 60-70 thousands, it's only 2 floor I guess, but wide field with some fountains and towers, just kind of parks, sadly I don't have camera. aniway thank you mr President for the leadership of the pasts and the beautyful mosque ofcourse.

Im not gonna tell you about the mosque, I want to tell you about one of the speaker, it's the writer of ayat-ayat cinta, Im not see the movie yet, not read the book yet, Im not a book reader, his name is ustaz Habiburrahman, I first saw him in that place, Im not too know him personally before, but the point is he is a writer, he tell us that when shoot the movie, on of the crew is arabian or some where there has a brother from Gaza Palestina, Whole life his brother is in palestine, never goes out from there, and sadly the Israeli seduce him by cutting his both hands and both legs, and because of that he went to egipt for medical treatment, after the treatment, his family suggest him to stay a while in Egypt, he refuse that, he want to go back to Gaza, whatever happened. I feel enthusiastic when hearing his speech, and feel the spirit of the room.

Im not quite sure about the relations between the paragraphs, actually don't quite know what is the theme of this note, and I wonder if you still read this note :D, perhaps I just want to say that writer is great person, and I guess so many of us dreaming being writer, although only a note or blog, and I think it's not need to be a shame to do that.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

The Dark Knight

Doesn't matter if the topic is not up to date, I post this because I newly became a fan of TDK (The Dark Knight) in facebook, a movie about batman that I watched with friends in the cinema few months ago. Doesn't matter if this blog is not java related again, I just want to write something.

I remember the most is when harvey and rachel is separated and and tight by a rope in the room full of gazoline, connected by a phone, and harvey ask rachel to calm down and trying to help her, and then he fall to the chemical things, and then their crying a lot, and then rachel said "yes harvey ... yes... my answer is yes", in case harvey asked ... Read Moreher to married him when in the party, but rachel said no. Its so romantic time I think. And I guess it's the sentence that everybody dreams in their life.

and then the bat-man is come to help harvey, harvey said "no... why you're here...". so voila.. there's no more rachel, rachel is exploded. yes harvey.. you're right why batman is there. If I were you, I would hope batman help rachel.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Entering the Office while User is in Holiday

yup, this is me and my team, we're in the office after yesterday is new year, and now is friday, and tommorrow is saturday and sunday. but we so generous to be in the office today.

but the fact is I already finished my work long before new year, my last module is finished and ready to test, my bug is zarro in bugzilla, so here I am playing with you, facebook, and I will copy this note to my blog, because poor my blog, it's forgotten by me.

Im in Permata Bintaro right now, the 9th floor, AFAIR Permata Bank was Bank of Bali, it merged with other bank(s), It have three big office building, one is here in Bintaro, one in Sudirman, I don't knoe the rest, here in Bintaro is the IT center of Permata. But not exactly for the IT becaouse some floor is for marketing people.

I've been here for 2 months, date of 5th will be exactly my second months. it just an ordinary boring IT project with all detailed technical thinks that I should tell you. But my project called WBS (WholeSales Banking System), When we buy car we buy it from a store, the store is get from distributor, each store or distributor have branch, and it have products, and type, and mean while the store or store branch, or the distributor (I don't knoe exactly) have facility, and sub facility, and the bla and the bla.

Actually today in bundaran HI held a mass demo/action for Palestina, I actually want to join it, unfortunately I must inthe office. I asked my senior in class is there any similar event in saturday or sunday, he said no. Poor palestina, I take a fan or member of group that dedicated for palestina. long live palestina, although im not a good guy, but if I may, Ill support you for your better.

BTT (Back To Topic), in fact here in permata, only few Permata person that came in the office, only one or two, only the Sigma rooms that crowd with people. Sigma have two room, one is for WBS and JF with mr Sufyan, one is for RMS with mr. Benny, mr. Benny is my PM in my last project, LBU/CBR (Common Bank Reporting).

The non-boring thing is today we wear free costume, some of us wearing sandals, polo shirt, or jeans, I wear my new tight jeans that I bought from kaskus, peter says sorry denim, it's local made, not too comfort, but I feel like the rolling stone right now :D, it's rock!!

And the other good thing is we bought lunch today, we order the padang food, from Sederhana, I order packet 3, it's chicken, egg, some padang vegetables, and a slice of melon. and today we will go home fast, no more than 5 pm, great!!, because I do nothing here, code nothing.